Today marks the ending of In Cold Blood, another Capote work. I thought it might be a good time to update Xanga, since I have nothing else better to do. During the weekdays I usually sleep in until twelevish, occupy myself with some reading and eating. Then gym, shower, more reading. Maybe naps, maybe Oprah. Then I get to see people. Usually drink, or always drink, in or out. Maybe movies. Maybe get bored. Then I come home and read until I fall asleep while my contacts are still in and the lamp still on. That ends my day.

The ending of my day and the beginning of it, although both involves reading, are quite different for me. The simplest way to explain how I feel is when I read about Perry in In Cold Blood in the morning I have the urge to jolt his head and maybe swing a couple punches to the back of his head. When I read about him at night I just want to drink beer with him and maybe have a little chat by a fireplace. I ask myself why such difference in the perception of a single character? And two possibilities come to my head. One, I want to know him. Or two, I sympathizes him. But then I think really hard and something else comes up -- Maybe it is because I identify with his pompous and sociopathic ways. This is a voice in the back of my head that does not want to be heard. An answer I did not ask for.

Tall Tree went to Cuba.

As I am linking these photos I am trying to decide which is my favorite. My dad used to tell me that it is a sad thing that one can't determine favorites because it takes intellectual effort to reject other attainables. I don't think this applies to pictures, I think he meant other necessities in life. One cant have everything. Never. Having one favorite is enough.

Well then, favorite "sexy" photo (super difficult to choose, I am a pervert)

favorite "cute"

favorite "caught the moment"

and this, with much consideration, is THE best I thought

Been reading Capote's Answered Prayers - The Unfinished Novel,

and I quote,

More tears are shed over answered prayers than unanswered ones

unquote.

HA HA HA HA. Hey I get it.